Essay #1 Feminization

You want it. You need it. And you have tried to do it yourself, but you do not know how to become a girl on your own. Being a Not just on the outside, with a wig and makeup and high heels. Being a girl involves becoming a true femme through and through. It is so much more than a skirt. Being a true femme starts on the inside, with your way of thinking and seeing the world, and yourself. I will teach you how to see the world as a girl, and to let the world see you the same way. We have to strip you of every masculine bit. Tear it down, piece by piece.

Take apart those boy pieces and leave you naked and exposed in every way. Then I will evaluate what kind of girl you should be. Should you be a classy girl, dressed in top tier quality and are you able to pull it off? The clothes, the attitude, the intelligence? Are you a plain girl, who should dress in nondescript dowdy skirts and tops, with thick glasses and penny loafers? Are you perhaps a slutty girl, a former cheerleader type who wants to sleep with every kind of man, to give yourself to him because you know you deserve nothing else? These are not the only types of girls out there. We will find the kind that best suits you, your own unique inner girl. This will be your future self, forever.

Once we find out who you really are, your training begins. You will become your inner girl through and through. She will permeate every fiber of your being until you no longer recall a time when you were not that girl. All aspects of your manhood will be totally eliminated, permanently. You will never even miss it, you will not even remember it. You as a GIRL. I will teach you how to think like a girl, eat like a girl, feel like a girl, behave like a girl. And it will not be an act, it will be real. Then we will teach you how to shop, how to dress, how to wax and groom, how to do your nails (unless you are a top tier girl who goes to a salon), how to do your hair, how to apply your makeup (there are different methods for the day and the night), and finally, how to have sex like a girl.

You might still be sexually attracted to girls and that is fine. Or, you may be bisexual, or completely homosexual. That kind of preference we cannot break down or create, so whomever you want to be with, we will teach you to be with, as your new feminine girly self. Then your new life and true happiness begins. You need a Feminatrix to lead you through it and to make you the best girl you can be. Do not try to fight it, there is no way for you to make this transformation alone. Only a Feminatrix can make it happen for you. You need ME.